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The BOOMZ GIRL new word!!

Former Miss Singapore World, Ris Low, have a new word to share and that is SHINGZ! OMG!! I cant believe she is An ambassador in the university that she is in now.. I cant believe it.. Check out the wedsite below:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHoHJ4DFIQ

Hmm.. I am having some cravings..

Hmm.. today is a pretty short day of school with full of laughter and noises in class.. But it was pretty sad that Ms Pimjay wasnt ard and Mdm Lam came in to replace her for our clinical nursing lessons today.. Wondering how is Ms Pimjay is doing.. I didnt dare to text her as i am always afraid to talk to her..

After school today i went home and manage to catch some sleep before meeting Cassandra, Jack and Sebas.. Jack and Sebas is meeting a girl over at orchard today so they will be coming down after that.. As for Cassandra, she is heading to tiong bahru then to Vivocity to do project then she would be back in tamp to meet me at the coffee bean:)

Towards the night, i ask jack wat time are we meeting and then he replied saying that we are meeting at 9.30PM!! WOW!! SO LATE!! Hais.. So i went to airport to buy cupcakes for cassandra:) The cupcakes are tempting me!! OMG!! But i cant eat cos it is for cassandra de.. cannt eat:(

Not long after they arrive, I sat while and i left for home to continue with my study..

What a fun day today:)

love love
Aphrodite

Didnt feel that well today..

I am so touched

Hmm.. went to church in the morning and i was pretty surprise with my cell mates about the things that was lined up for me and eunice:) They actually brought cakes for us and it was my favourite cake! STRAWBERRY CAKE! so sweet of them:) And they also brought us birthday present:) so sweet!! I receive a set of BODY SHOP products.. WOW! so nice of them:)

I felt blessed to have them as my friends, and i just realise that there are so many people ard whom i can turn too:) thanks guys!!

I am really happy today and it is always full of laughter whenever i am with them:) They are such a nice bunch of people to be with:) Thanks guys for everything that you guys have done for me:) thank you:)

love love<3
aphrodite

Dont feel well..

So sad.. I dont feel well the whole day today.. Hope that i would get better, but instead i got worst..

If i am well now, i would be at coffee bean with cassandra, jack and sebas le.. sob sob.. I MISS MY TIRAMISU!! hahas:) if i continue eating cake like this, jack is going to say me for sure, as i kept on saying that i wanna slim down.. hee:) I just gave in to temptation.. hahas:)

Next week got so 3 tests, and those are my nightmare!! OH NO! but i have faith in myself that i can pass all my test in flying colours as my teachers pinned high hope on me..

Although i maybe facing some problems with my group members now as they doesnt want to cooperate.. but i wouldn let this "stupid attitude" to bring my mood down.. I wouldn let the devil get into my way, cos i know, no one is allowed to hurt me without god's permission..

No matter how i sad i maybe, i wouldn let it affect me.. i would still continue walking.. cos i wanna know you more:)

love love<3
aphrodite

Happy Birthday to me:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Hahas:) first i wanna thank everyone for their warm wishes:) Thank you very much.. I really appreciate it very much..

Today i went out with cassandra and jack in the night to coffee bean:) I reached there alittle late as i had my dinner before going down.. I went there and i ordered a slice of cake for myself.. and when i have started with my cake, cassandra then reminded by saying that we should have put a candle on top before eating the candle.. so that jack can sing the birthday song for me:) hahas:) so funny.. To me there is not a need la.. But appreciate the effort that they made..

Jack has been a joker for the whole night, me and cassandra have a hard time concentrating on our food.. damn funny:) He is a nice guy, but dont know why no gf?? hahas:)

My birthday wish for the year is,

1. I want my family and friends to stay healthy:)
2. I want my family and friends to stay happy forever:)
3.I want to pass all my exams with flying colours:)
4.I wish that my friends would find a suitable and good partner soon:) (*hint hint* jack and cassandra are single..)

I dont wanna wish anything for myself as i dont think there is anything i would like to wish for.. I only want the people ard me to be happy, and that is good enough for me to brighten up my day..

Thanks guys for the presents:) i love them very much.. I love you guys too..

love love<3
aphrodite

I want to continue walking towards you..

Every since i came to church, i realise that many are fated.. In time of our life, there are bound to have obsticles and trouble given by god and by the devil.. The bible says that "without god's permission, no one can hurt you without his permission." And i have trust in god..

If you are at the lowest point of your life, do not fear, for the lord would continue looking after you if you have trust in him.. As a christian, our lives are not perfect.. No one's life is perfect.. God would bring us through the test if we trust him..

Before i come to church, i would always question the lord why why why.. but after i came to city havest, i learn to trust god again for i believe he is would be there for me, never leave me.. He is the lord that i would pray to and worship and i trust him.

In the bible, the story job is a very good example for he have not leave god even though he was so sickly and almost dying.. He lost his sons overnight, he never ask he lord why.. But instead he still trust god..

I wanna be like job.. Who is loyal to god, cos i have trust in him.. Now i maybe in the lowest point of my life, but i still have trust in god that he would deliver me from evil and i would see a breakthrough for i have trust him..

Aphrodite<3

Sick Sick Sick..

It has been a few days since i last post.. lets take a look at what i have done a few days ago..

Thursday 15th Of october

Had cell group over at jared hse, and he preach about relationships.. Friends and relationship would always come and go in life.. and i totally agree.. So i will start cherishing every moment i have now.. and i was inspired by jared that i also wanna go donate my bone marrow.. hee.. i bet jared would scold me if he know this.. OPPS!

Saturday 17th of october

Went to my grandma hse in the afternoon, stayed there for lunch.. ate alittle as i wanna save some space for my steamboat for dinner in the later part of the day..

Had steamboat with my friends over at xian de lai at bugis.. The food is NICE!! Now thinking back, i just cant stop thinking about the dumpling.. YUMMY!!! We had a great time over there and would go there again:)

After i got home, kai xiang asked me out, but i told him that i am too tired to go out.. so i would give it a pass.. slept at 12plus but woke up ard 2plus and i saw kaixiang called me.. I returned his call and to my HORROR, JAck sang a song!! His voice was lingering in my mind and had caused me to have problem sleeping for the next few hours.. SAD!!

Sunday 18th of october

Woke up at 7plus becos of what happen in the middle of the night.. Went to bathe and headed to church.. I have invited a friend to church today and it is my classmate, ZIN MAY!! WOOOHOO~ i am glad that she have enjoyed the church service:) and she is coming more often next time:) yeah!!

After Service, i went to tampines mall to meet Kaixiang and Jack:) I reached there quite early and was shopping alone.. Boring!! I meet kaixiang first and i accompany him for his interview at century square Nokia shop.. After the interview, we went to Tampines 1 to have our lunch at Subway~ eat fresh! hahas:)

Not long after we finish, from afar i saw mr luo zhi xiang aka jack coming over with a skinny guy, his name is sebas.. He is SOOOOOO SKINNY!! WOW!! i wonder if he were at taiwan, will he be blown away by the typhoon a nt, COS HE IS SO SKINNY!!

We headed to Coffee Bean and i have ordered a tiramisu:) WOOHOO~ I MISS TIRAMISU! While enjoying my tiramisu slowly, another friend of jack came, and his name is weiming:) During the conversation over there, we then realise that we all were linked long a go.. hahas:) weiming and sebas know my ex aden ong pig pig.. and weiming know tianling, kenneth and the rest.. OMG!! THE WORLD IS SO SMALL!! Hahas:)

Over at the coffee bean, jack and the rest kept on asking me to go down to cineleisure with them.. so i went and i ask flora along as she is with the cell group over at THE CENTRAL for fellowship.. I didnt attend the fellowship cos it is too far and i am meeting kaixiang and jack over at tampines..

When we are at cineleisure, we felt hungry and we went to the food centre.. I was hungry but my tummy started to feel alittle weird.. didnt feel that well.. so i ate 2 siew mai and some fruits for dinner.. Jack and sebas have been asking to sing k with them.. i kept on rejecting them and i have seen the sad look on jack face.. So i then say ok.. I will go but i would only go awhile.. Cos it seems like flora also wanted to go badly..

After saying that i am going, I finally see a smile on jack and sebas face... no longer a disappointing look.. So we went to sing k but i left at 10pm.. And flora left with me, and i see her home..

Felt pretty tired and my tummy is getting a little worst.. getting ready to go to bed soon as i have to attend school the next day..

Monday 19th of october

Started school with a wrong note today.. feeling unwell the whole day, so i left school halfway and headed to the polyclinc with flora.. It is nice to have flora ard to accompany me to see the doctor..

The doctor says that i am suffering from gastroenteritis.. And he gave me advises like sleep early, dont be too stress up, eat my meals on time, and eat more.. Hais.. I eat so little cos i wanna SLIM DOWN!! When i told this to jack, he was saying that i am not like him, SO FIT can eat little bit only.. SAD.. how i wish i can be like him:( He ask me eat more vegetables and also exercise then can slim down le.. SAD.. i cant run at all..

Slack at home the whole day and was sleeping most of the time.. hope i would be better tml:)

Looking forward to this sat:)

Hmm.. it is another day at school and everything is going well.. But i am still tired after a long day in school.. We had combined lecture on Clinical Nursing today and we have touched on isolation Techniques. It is pretty interesting but a dry topic though..

I dont understand why am i skipping lunch this few days.. didnt really have the appetite to eat anything.. Maybe i am too stress up.. It is really time to relax already.. Need to do some deep breathing exercises..

I am looking forward to this sat dinner.. but sad to say that joan and jeremy is not able to come as they has some meeting going on in their church.. I could also understand that jeremy is facing a busy schedule and he wouldn be free for the next 4 weeks unless i see him in church.. But I still have my friends coming this sat.. i have difficulty finding a place, becos we are having a big group of people around.. Approx. 20 people this sat.. Hmm.. so somehow you would face some difficulty finding a place to organise this dinner.. But still planning.. I would apologise for the last min changes as we may choose to go steamboat instead this sat.. I am sorry my dear friends for the last min changes.. I think i am a bad organizer..

This week i am like almost fully packed up with schdules and also errands to run, so hardly have time to meet up with the people around.. I apologise for that.. I would arrange time soon to catch up with you guys!

Take care people! Love YA!!

Love love,
Aphrodite<3

Wat an interesting day:)

Today is the 2nd day of school of school.. and i love tuesdays!! cos i get to finish lessons early.. One lesson each.. One lesson on Clinical Nursing, One lesson on Behavourial Science, One lesson on Project Management(My NIGHTMARE).. but afterall i would end school at 3pm.. But from next week onwards, my tuesdays after school i would have to stay back in school for NGT Practices.. Sob Sob.. I cant afford to fail that practical test, but in fact i am aiming to get an A grade for that:)

I felt sad today cos i have lost my very own behavourial science notebook, which is fill up with my very own note, tips for my exam.. And i lost it.. I couldn remenber where i have placed it and my teacher, Mdm Wu, was pretty nice to go around with me to find my book.. but sad to say, i couldn be found.. With sadness, i have to do it all over again..

After my lunch break, it was my project management lesson.. OMG!! My teacher required us to invent something that can hold An egg without breaking, despite from we throwing it from 4th floor down to the 1st level.. To me it was pretty hard to do, and i am finding difficulty with it.. We are given only 15mins to plan, 30mins to find our own materials and produce the product out..

After we produce our product, we took a picture as a group and with our product.. My teacher saw that and she said that if our product fail, remenber to take an picture with it too! hahas:) we were hoping that our egg would be fail.. But still, our product didnt work.. And we also gave our teacher a fright.. To her horror, our group is so disgusting that they used sanitary pads to wrap the egg.. If it were me, even if the egg didnt break, i would still not dare to eat the egg cos it is so DISGUSTING!! i couldn believe that i am doing this.. hahas:) but it is a good learning experience afterall..

After school, i headed home and not long after alison came to my house for dinner.. My parents were glad to see her again after so long:) We also had some chit chat session, and she do have some chit chat sessions with my sister too.. Cos i really think that my sister need one, that came at the right time:) Thanks Alison:) She seems to enjoyed the dinner with my family as my dad's cooking is great!

It is a real tiring day for me.. Sad that i have to get up early tml for school and it is another long day tml.. ending school at 5pm.. sianxx...

love,
Aphrodite<3

I should look forward not backwards!

I was browsing my previous blog post in my previous blog.. and i was thinking back on the happy times i have with nengwei.. And then i realise that, we have been seperated close to 4mths already.. I was wondering why this four months pass so slowly.. like as if it is a long race that i cant see the finishing line..

But now, i m glad that i am at the ending point.. I told myself that the road is long but i manage to get over it already.. so i should not be looking back.. Looking back on the road that i run, would only make me remenber how tired and disappointed i were before..

The things we done, we could never do that again.. cos now the feelings is different..

I would still miss him, but controlling my emotions at the same time.. Cos i know i have already given him up:)

Now my life is full of happiness and laughter by my friends around me.. Thanks guys:)

Aphrodite<3

First Day of SCHOOL!!

Hmm.. today is the 12th of october and it is the first day of school for the brand new term:) A new term, a new start of my new school life:) I hope that everything would be new as i would like to start a new:)

For the past few weeks of my holidays, i m always busy looking after my grandma as my maid have return back to her hometown.. Awaiting for my aunt to hire another maid as we cant doesnt have much time looking after her.. We cant leave her alone at home too.. it is TOO dangerous already.. Even though now i am at school, I am also worried about her alone at home..

Tonight jasper is leaving to australia for his army training. sad i cant see him off as i at the last min, i have somethings on to do.. I would miss you Jasper!

And tonight, my cousin is bringing my three cute monster back from australia to singapore!! Yeah!! I would love to see them so badly:) would take some pics with them and upload it here:) Cant wait to see them.. especially Nicky.. the last time i saw him, he was still a baby, but now? He have turned into a naughty boy who loves to draw the walls with crayons and pencil.. And the kissing fish, Natalie.. I wonder if she would still goes round kissing people like she always does.. Be it the leg or anywhere, she would go round kissing non-stop.. I am praying hard that she would nt be the first female rapist in australia.. hahas:)

Ending school soon.. and it is the longest day of the week:) every mon end school at 6pm.. dont like monday.. I am having monday blues..

Done.. shall update again:)

love,
aphrodite<3

My first post:)

Every since i came into city havest church, i truly can feel the strong presence of god there and how welcome the people over there can be.. I join city havest church close to 7mths and many things or i could say changes have happen to me.

I could still remenber when i first joined, it was alex who have brought me over there first. And i was pretty shock by the music and the way they preach. They invited speakers from all over the world to preach in city havest church and i found it amazing. And then followed on by the Easter Day's drama, i was so touched by the drama production that the church have came out with. It was so real and i can really feel the presence of god. And that was when i was first touched by god tat day, and tears just rolled down my cheek. Looking at the way drama production, i felt ashamed, becos i m a drama crew myself yet i cant produce such wonderful drama production. And this really inspire me to write my script for my drama production for the late november black box production.

whenever i tell others that i m going to city havest, they would always have bad things to say about the church, and i dont understand why? To me coming to church is not becos of the lighting, the drama, the music, the way they worship, the way they preach nor the way they welcome you.. It is the presence of god that bring us all together to pray.. If there is no presence of god, what is the point of going to church?

Through god, many things that are impossible would be made possible again, without him where got us? We must be grateful to the things he have given us, dont backslide.. continue walking towards him..

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