Feeling restless and stress over work!

Friday, January 22, 2010 at1:13 AM

Hmm.. today is the end of my week 3 clinical posting.. i still got 6 more weeks to go. I am hoping that i can pass through clinical posting and also move forward to my final year.. Due to my knee pain that i develop recently, i am getting more and more stress about it..

Doctor's appt was being pushed to march 23rd and my knee have been bad recently due the locking of knee caps and also knee giving way.. hais.. I dont wanna end my studies here but carry on moving forward..

Many of times, i am feeling upset over my knee but no one could understand what i am going through.. I always keeps my feeling all to myself and hide it from everyone.. and this has cause my friends cannt even understand me.. hais.. praying hard that things would have improvement:)

Recently things between me and sebas seems to be like kinda unstable?? i dont know? I am always feeling something missing between us whenever i am with him.. but on another hand, i really felt that i am imprint with him.. i can feel his presence even if he is not with me.. I dont know how to describe this kind of feeling but all i can say is, i am starting to love him even more than before.. this is bad.. real bad!! cos the deeper i love him, at the end of the relationship, both of us would get hurt even more.. OH NO!! hais.. but i do really hope that things would work out between us..

love love<3
aphrodite

Hmm.. i enjoy every moment with you~

Sunday, January 17, 2010 at6:44 PM

Yesterday i went out with sebas and his family out for dinner at the SAKURA@ Tampines Safra, to celebrate samuel's birthday:) it has been a fun time hanging out with his brothers, sylvester, stanley and samuel:) Stanley is a fun kid, who loves to talk alot.. and samuel on that day is kinda shy.. sylvester is kinda like a japanese food fan:) he loves the japanese food alot!!

After the dinner we went to his hse to cut the cake:) hmm.. i was pretty fun and find it hard to swallow down the cake, but it is becos of samuel's birthday cake, i still eat the cake happily and celebrated with him.. he is so cute and chubby:) hahas:) it really has been a great time together that day:)

Today sebas sees me from my hse to church and he left for piano lessons after that:) when he left, i felt kinda weird.. i starting to miss his presence.. hais.. spending time with him, just pass too fast alr.. damn upset:(

very long never post le..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 at5:07 AM

WOAH!! this is the first post of the year!! hahas.. after so long, then can find time to post some updates on the past few weeks:)

hmm.. new year, new pair of glasses and also a new start:) wanna start everything a new:) hee.. and it is also the new start of a new relationship of me and sebastian.. we start on the 1st of jan straight after 12midnight.. hahas:) hee~ very fast right! but it is a brand new start!

Ever since i have start my attachment, i am always so busy and hardly have time to go online.. hais.. hardly go online.. even if i have time, i would be out, spending time with my baby.. hahas:)

I will try to update more often! gtg...


love love,
aphrodite<3