What a fun day i had today..

Sunday, November 22, 2009 at10:20 PM

Hmm.. recently sundays have become my days of pictures day:) It is always full of laughter, fun and excitement when come to sundays:) hahas:) Besides praising the word of god, we have fun during fellowship and this is where the excitement, fun and laughter comes in:) Every week we would go different places to have our fellowship.. last week was at clarke quay, and that is where we had our photo shooting session over at the Singapore River:) But this week we went to a different place. We went to Changi Airport Terminal 2! hahas:)



Over at the Changi Airport, we had so much fun fellowshipping at the staff canteen:) and i ate fried prawn noodles and colesaw.. Yummy! I love the colesaw! But thinking of those western foods it reminded me of a few places.. Example: Paya Lebar Singpost the Kopitiam' s western food stall, Simpang Bedok's pufferfish and chips and also Tampines St11 Fish and chips:) WOW!! *drooling* hahas:)

After fellowshipping at the staff canteen, most of them left so left a few of us.. So we went to TCC to Chill there:) On the way there we had so much fun.. We just look like a bunch of kids! hahas:) Damn funny.. Can check out my facebook for the short video clip on what we do to Dannon ha on the tollery:) damn funny!

Ard 5plus, we all left.. Some head home, but some (like me) went to meet other friends at the various places:) But i left to tamp and took a train to white sands to collect my mum's medication and went back to tamp to meet my bao bei toot toot and flora:) Flora stayed with us awhile only and she left me meet yiling, left me and my bao bei only:)

Me and my bao bei had a "NOT VERY ROMANTIC CANDLELIGHT DINNER" at century square food court.. cos there is so noisy! *shy shy* but it is ok.. we are heading to coffee bean for a private session after the dinner.. So we headed to coffee bean and we ordered our drinks:) He ordered Hazelnut (Lrg) and i ordered a new drink which is the Double Chocolate Peppermint (Lrg).. and we sat outside to enjoy the moonlight and also enjoying our drink at the same time.. hahas:) he is so sweet sia..

Left home ard 9 plus and bathed.. Chat on the phone with Domo and bao bei until 12plus then slp.. What a long and fun day i had today:) I love my bao bei!

it been a long time..

Friday, November 20, 2009 at4:51 AM

hmm.. i very long never blog le.. during this period of time, there is so many things that have happen:)


hmm.. last sunday me and flora had so much fun at the clarke quay taking photos.. Posing like models.. hahas:) i really enjoyed myself very much that day:) hoping that i could dring little domo out to have pics also someday:) hahas..


I personally love my pics alot! Oh no.. i very zi lian le.. hahas:) but it has been a long long time ever since i was so happy:) hahas:) cant wait to take more of those pics again:)

hmm.. then on tuesday, i went out with domo, toot toot, wendy and a 3 other friends.. we actually wanna watch saw 6 de.. but ended up the person there checked IC so ended up we watch paranormal activity..

Overall the movie is not bad, but pretty scary to me.. as i have nightmare after the movie.. and i am suffering from a high fever ever since then until now. haven even recover.. probably due to me not taking my medication faithfully.. hahas.. i dont like to eat medicines.. it is so yucky.. although i am a nurse but i also hate to eat medicines and i am also afraid of needles:) i guess it should be normal?

hahas:) i enjoyed myself pretty much with a bunch of nice friends ard.. but when come to me getting sick.. everyone would come and start lecturing me.. darwin also lecture me.. hais.. didnt expect anything from him, but he started giving me advises.. and he also say i dont know how to look after myself.. i think i would fall sick, probably it is becos of the stressful timetable for this week.. nvmm.. i am looking forward to after my exams and have fun with my friends:)

cant wait to go and do some sports after exams:)

love love,
aphrodite<3

What does love means to you?

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 at9:23 PM

Many of times, people would take love for granted. They think that love is something that is just physically and not much on the psychological part. To me, i am an emotional and sensitive person. I take my relationship seriously, so dont think i would like to go into a relationsip recklessly again.

Yesterday night, I met jack and his new gf, cassandra and sebas(they are couple now) downstairs my block.. I wasnt shock to see cassandra and sebas together as i have already know that it is a sooner or later thing. I wouldn be shock to see jack having a gf, cos he always hoping to have one. And i would denied that his gf is really hot! And overall i am happy for them..

At a certain point of time, i suddenly thought of a girl... A girl who loved her ex bf so much that she is willing to sacrifice for him and yet now she have to see her bf hugging another girl. I really wonder how is she now.. And i hope she is fine..

Speaking of this, it reminded me the times when i was with Jerel. The time spend with Jerel wasnt long, but with the short 8mths plus, i really enjoy myself very much. Although our relationship was like a roller coaster ride, but i still feel happy whenever i am with him. Going to the end of our relationship, on the very last day, we still loves each other and enjoy being together. But because of the other girl, he left me at the zoo and i was like a fool who kept on waiting and waiting for him to come back, but he didnt.. He left without a word.. And that is how we have ended our relationship..

Next month the 6th of december, it is the day where we broke up and i will still remenber it deeply cos the wound that he have made in me have not healed yet. I am still bleeding..

After him, i have phobia getting into a relationship.. But not until i met nengwei. Although he would loves to hold my hand and kissing each other like what the other couples does, due to my phobia, i cant satisfy his needs.. Eventually we broke up due to lack of communications and because of my ridiculous phobia.

Now i am glad that he have found himself a gf and i believe they will be doing well:) Nengwei is a good guy, but it is just that i didnt cherish him when we are together.. It is always too late to realise the mistake..

After so many attempts of relationships, i have learned my lesson that i shouldn have gone into a relationship so recklessly.. i should stop, observe, plan then action! hahas:)

Although there maybe chances that i can go into a relationship, i would still choose to wait.. and wait for right time and be together... I believe the one who love me would understand..

waiting for the right time........

love,
aphrodite

I miss you guys so much..

at4:40 AM

Thing that are happening in my current nursing class, are making me heartbreak almost everyday when i go to school.. Going to school now seems like going to an battle. An internal battle class.

My classmates would pass bad remarks and tolerating is what i am doing everyday. Living in kinda stage would continue for the next 1year plus.. OMG! dont know how long more can i tolerate..

I miss my old nursing classmates! Although they are playful, but they are united.. They are more loving than the current class. I miss the time when the boys are so hyper active around and the times with vivian, jin zi, weilin and peishi..

we are like a cling and we are so close together.. although we may have small fights here and there, but they are still so helpful, so eager to help one another out. But i just simply cant see any in this class.. Everyone is doing on their own.. No teamwork, no nothing.. hais..

I have a limit to my tolerance and i have been tolerating them by keep quiet and ignore them.. but they still didnt stop.. IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! But still my aim is to complete tiis nursinfg course and leave.. I lost interest in this class..

What a disappointment..

Love,
Aphrodite

I have fallen for you..

Thursday, November 5, 2009 at11:20 PM

I have fallen for someone for sometime already, but i just dont dare to say it out only.. Whenever i feel down, he would somehow text me and knew what i was thinking.. ALthough he may disturb me sometimes, but it just made me laugh like crazy..

I dont really mind how he look, how he dress, the way he talk, but what i just want is he would continue to care for me:) He know that i hurt my knee yesterday and cared for me, i felt really warm.. He's so sweet towards me:)

TOday i went to the doctors, he also cared for me and kept on persuading me to listen to the doctor.. But i am just so stubborn, cos i hate staying in the hosp..

What he is doing for me now, i felt like as if i have returned to the past that belongs to me and jerel's.. the way he talked to me, he way he care for me, is almost the same.. and that freaks me out.. OMG!!

How i wish that i could find the courage somewhere someday to go up to him and tell him, i love you..

Wonder if that way would come.. Waiting for god's calling..


love love,
aphrodite<3

Feeling upset but still will work harder...

Monday, November 2, 2009 at8:20 PM

Just Now having behavioural science, and Mdm Wu have returned us back our behavioural science paper.. Before the test last wednesday, my aim intially was to score 35 and above.. But after the test, my aim was to score 30 and above.. This is because, i dont know how to do the structured question for question 1.. The question is on Growth and Development.. It is a 10 marks question, and actually i can score de, but i just cant remenber all of them.. and i only scored 5/10 for tat question:( felt sad..

The second question is about Maslow Hierarchy and Theory of Needs. This is also a 10marks question.. in this, i scored better, 9/10:) Good job to me!

I may do well in the second structured question, but i am still upset with myself.. cos i just didnt improve... My friends said that i have already done my best and i shouldn give myself so much stress..

I am a disappointment.. Although i did score above 30 but i am still unhappy with myself..

I must push myself for my second class test.. IT IS A MUST!!

disappointment,
aphrodite:(