I should look forward not backwards!
Monday, October 12, 2009 at8:28 PM
I was browsing my previous blog post in my previous blog.. and i was thinking back on the happy times i have with nengwei.. And then i realise that, we have been seperated close to 4mths already.. I was wondering why this four months pass so slowly.. like as if it is a long race that i cant see the finishing line..
But now, i m glad that i am at the ending point.. I told myself that the road is long but i manage to get over it already.. so i should not be looking back.. Looking back on the road that i run, would only make me remenber how tired and disappointed i were before..
The things we done, we could never do that again.. cos now the feelings is different..
I would still miss him, but controlling my emotions at the same time.. Cos i know i have already given him up:)
Now my life is full of happiness and laughter by my friends around me.. Thanks guys:)
Aphrodite<3
