Hasnt been feeling well recently..
Sunday, December 13, 2009 at5:40 AM
Hais.. dont know what exactly happen to me recently as i have been in a pretty bad shape of health recently.. headaches, tummy cramps, vommiting, muscles ache and also dizziness.. dont know what am i suffering from..
What if one day i am gone for good?? I think many of the people around me would be jumping for joy and also cheering:) hahas.. i dont know?
Many of times i would really hope i could slow down my speed and also look at the nice scenery around me.. but i am always rushing into time.. hais.. when will i be able to put down my troubles and worries? i dont know...
i think in this whole life, the most common sentence used is " I dont know". I am like always living in my own lala land~ dont know what is happen around me and also lost in interest with the things that i used to be interested in.. i just felt that i changed alot and i am not the evania that i was once before.. hais.. i just dont know what is wrong with me.. where is the hyperactive evania with a strong fighting spirit? I dont know? I just lost myself to those bad memories..
I am hoping to find myself back soon..
love,
aphrodite<3
