Feeling restless and stress over work!
Friday, January 22, 2010 at1:13 AM
Hmm.. today is the end of my week 3 clinical posting.. i still got 6 more weeks to go. I am hoping that i can pass through clinical posting and also move forward to my final year.. Due to my knee pain that i develop recently, i am getting more and more stress about it..
Doctor's appt was being pushed to march 23rd and my knee have been bad recently due the locking of knee caps and also knee giving way.. hais.. I dont wanna end my studies here but carry on moving forward..
Many of times, i am feeling upset over my knee but no one could understand what i am going through.. I always keeps my feeling all to myself and hide it from everyone.. and this has cause my friends cannt even understand me.. hais.. praying hard that things would have improvement:)
Recently things between me and sebas seems to be like kinda unstable?? i dont know? I am always feeling something missing between us whenever i am with him.. but on another hand, i really felt that i am imprint with him.. i can feel his presence even if he is not with me.. I dont know how to describe this kind of feeling but all i can say is, i am starting to love him even more than before.. this is bad.. real bad!! cos the deeper i love him, at the end of the relationship, both of us would get hurt even more.. OH NO!! hais.. but i do really hope that things would work out between us..
love love<3
aphrodite
